Monday, November 8, 2010

feeling or NO feeling

when someone says..   i  love u.. what will u response?
for me it's like giving a commitment towards the person.
same goes when we're in our workplace.. if our leader asks us to do some tough works, we need to do it with all of our wills rite?
well, we do not realize how does a commitment plays a big role in our daily lives..
saying i love u & u love me is not as easy as we thaught. do all of us consider how big is the responsible of saying those words? do we know how it touches a lot of one's heart? pretend that u're saying those words to ur beloved
mom..
we will definitely say the words honestly without hesitate
and now as our age increases, we shall face the reality that the word LOVE IS not the thing that we can simply play with.. how do we act if other party plays with our true feeling after we tell them we LOVE them??  think again whenever we are ought to have some fun of joking with others feeling 'coz it is NO FUN!!
i want to share my experience to all of u... i have no love experience until i was about 18..(still virgin) hahaha.. maybe because of my appearance of not so good-looking and a bit plump.. honestly, whenever my cliques told me about their love ones, i felt jealous.. after PLKN, i have the courage to tell my feelings to someone who understand me alot..
she did not rejected me but she said that she's not into it..after all she had just broke up with her ex..
then, during matrix..i found a very pretty gurl in my hometown..She is two years younger than me... we had known each other for 6 months after i texted her..huhuu..
after we declared as couple for about three days, something TERRIBLE came up.. i was accused to have an affair with someone else and did made the gurl pregnant!! nonsense.....
i accept the fate that we're are not meant for each other..after attending Pondok at Penanti (miss my fwenz there), i was offered to continue my study at UNIMAS.. HERE  i am enrolled into Music studies...
the interesting is, my faculty is surrounded by art students which is far different from my past experiences... one of the courses is sinematography...
during my third month of stay, i was offered to be the LEAD actor for their 1st videography project..
i was excited and accepted the offer...
the STORY begins..
when i saw the lead actress..i was shocked to see how lovely she is..
her eyes, attracted me and the shooting went smooth..
to make things short.. we are now IN A RELATIONSHIP..  :-)
IT is a first sight LOVE actually..

i love her so much n i really do with all my heart..
thanx for being with me for these two months sayang!!

...kamek CINTA kitak...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

....start up flying....

life's belong to us and everybody.....the one that remotes our lives is our Creator
done with the past 19 years of my life and now im looking out for something reality for new era of age..
well buddies, im doing it on purpose to expose what i've gone through in my past years...
to feel the exact thaught what may a person feel of this adventorous life
i love to share and learn others experience and what i think the future is..


in other way...response to me and we'll get to know others therefore nobody will left behind.. i shall be your accompany and u too guyz.. one thing for sure.. life's need cheer mode and let's switch it to a happier one. i will not be having a life without L, F and e.. we need each other and pray to keep the loneliness fly away.. follow my story and share yours.. in that way, we sure have the amusement that our hearts keep demanding all the time..
keep smiLing hearts and ready to feel the fun each second..