Thursday, February 10, 2011

Monday, February 7, 2011

♫ SOMETHING STUPID - Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman ♫

loVe iS sOmEThiNg StuPid!!

sarangeiyo

love is for everybody but not everyone get their eternity love
for me..love is ought to be demanded by everyone..no matter how you looks..how's your past..but getting the true love is something that has its own sacrifices.
my love has ended and yet im still thinking why is the heck im doing that? 
am i too young to hold the love? does young people don't have the rights to love somebody else? 
so confusing..
im bringing my entire body to a new journey now..its another destination with full of love..
im drowning...

Monday, November 8, 2010

feeling or NO feeling

when someone says..   i  love u.. what will u response?
for me it's like giving a commitment towards the person.
same goes when we're in our workplace.. if our leader asks us to do some tough works, we need to do it with all of our wills rite?
well, we do not realize how does a commitment plays a big role in our daily lives..
saying i love u & u love me is not as easy as we thaught. do all of us consider how big is the responsible of saying those words? do we know how it touches a lot of one's heart? pretend that u're saying those words to ur beloved
mom..
we will definitely say the words honestly without hesitate
and now as our age increases, we shall face the reality that the word LOVE IS not the thing that we can simply play with.. how do we act if other party plays with our true feeling after we tell them we LOVE them??  think again whenever we are ought to have some fun of joking with others feeling 'coz it is NO FUN!!
i want to share my experience to all of u... i have no love experience until i was about 18..(still virgin) hahaha.. maybe because of my appearance of not so good-looking and a bit plump.. honestly, whenever my cliques told me about their love ones, i felt jealous.. after PLKN, i have the courage to tell my feelings to someone who understand me alot..
she did not rejected me but she said that she's not into it..after all she had just broke up with her ex..
then, during matrix..i found a very pretty gurl in my hometown..She is two years younger than me... we had known each other for 6 months after i texted her..huhuu..
after we declared as couple for about three days, something TERRIBLE came up.. i was accused to have an affair with someone else and did made the gurl pregnant!! nonsense.....
i accept the fate that we're are not meant for each other..after attending Pondok at Penanti (miss my fwenz there), i was offered to continue my study at UNIMAS.. HERE  i am enrolled into Music studies...
the interesting is, my faculty is surrounded by art students which is far different from my past experiences... one of the courses is sinematography...
during my third month of stay, i was offered to be the LEAD actor for their 1st videography project..
i was excited and accepted the offer...
the STORY begins..
when i saw the lead actress..i was shocked to see how lovely she is..
her eyes, attracted me and the shooting went smooth..
to make things short.. we are now IN A RELATIONSHIP..  :-)
IT is a first sight LOVE actually..

i love her so much n i really do with all my heart..
thanx for being with me for these two months sayang!!

...kamek CINTA kitak...